| First entry, I must admit I am a whore, I have a blog on
livejournal and blogger and now xanga. I am such a blogwhore. I don't
even use protection, I sign up with the same lame name macdaddydwj that
I've used for nearly everything since I was 15. Well I'm gonna talk
about some controversy right now, so either I'm screwing myself over
cause this information could screw me over if into the wrong hands, but
I'm a risk taker, so here goes. My cousin Chris starts making fun of
these group of girls at his church when he is 16-18 or so, fastforward
to him being nearly 22 and they still have problems with him. Now i was
just cousin Dan no problems always right? Well my aunt Kathy, Chris's
mom, talked me up to this girl Monica, and she wanted me to be all nice
and everything, so I said sure and I was in general, it's just I had
some crude humor that didn't go over so well...I said something the
equivalent of "Me: Do you like chocolate chip cookies?; Her:Yes;
Me:Slut!" and she got offended that I called her a slut, I mean I
thought I had patched things over real nice with her, but apparently
she spread that around to her friends and my aunt. And now my aunt
doesn't like me very well to say the least. So now I gotta figure out a
way to make good with the girl, make her tell everyone I'm a good guy
like I really am and it was just a joke and repair any damage done
between me and my aunt. Oy vey, what controversy. Where have all the
real sluts gone? Why can't I just meet a nice slut who is confortable
with that title, I didn't even know that girl was gonna have a problem
with the thing. Another problem is that they now think of me almost as
badly as they think of Chris, which is stupid cause he's changed and
pretty decent guy now.
This might even hurt my chances of moving back
there, I mean I want to move there because I believe I can make good
money doing computers and opening a webcafe there. I also could play
basketball with Chris and go to college and get into church either that
Mission Dorado Baptist or Odessa Christian Faith Center. But maybe
Uncle Rodger is on to something about how in California it would be the
hardest challenge, but the biggest payoff, especially if I work on my
tv show. I also think fondly of fayetteville with evan and neal and the
rest of the crew, but how long would that last with everyone going off
to college and all. But I guess I have my aunt sherry there. So who
knows... I really want just for my dad to land a good job somewhere so
I can get enough stability to start going to college and all. Which is
the only reason I've been thinking of moving back to anywhere I've been
before, just cause of the old friends and people that are there, and
the good times I could have.
I feel sad for my sister having to take care of our grandma, and she
not even getting any recognition for anyone for doing it. Especially
cause it takes all of her time and she can't even get a job of have a
life of her own cause of how they, our grandparents, need her there all
the time.
I want to own a ranch with houses for everyone I like in my life, and
we all would have jobs as positions and places in a company that would
make serious money and well all would be successful and content, sure
there'd be conflict and strife occasionally, but rarely true internal
chaos.
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